You thought I was kidding about that private playground for me to talk to my imaginary friends? You have yet to grasp the full extent of my insanity. Let’s continue, shall we?
THAT MAGICAL MOMENT
This isn’t me preaching to you guys, or taking a piss on other people’s videos, it’s more something I want to remind myself of. What kind of videos do we want to post?
I have made the experience that, when you get into posting and editing videos, you feel that certain creative satisfaction. And you want to do some more. And more. And you start searching the realms for material. Ah, there’s some good fucking going on. I should make a video of that.
But the more videos you post, the more interchangeable these seem to become. It’s easy to drift into a habit of just covering the generic sex acts that can be seen on VHTV day in, day out.
Now, there’s nothing wrong with reporting the daily news. Journalism is a very honorable calling, and I fully respect that. And during my time without subscription, when I was checking up on my darlings, these regular reports were like manna sent from heaven.
But I do want to point out that shift in motivation. In the beginning maybe you witnessed something you considered remarkable. And you wanted to share that magical moment with others. Maybe now you just want to share stuff, and any decent enough moment will do.
Looking back at my old videos I find that special spark more present in some earlier videos, and maybe that got watered down as I was activle looking for material to practice some editing on an challenge myself technically.
This is one of my first videos, one I’m still quite fond of. I was lazily watching her, Lili, sitting on her bed, just being a beautiful redhead, when she raised her gaze, looking out the window, and that look her face totally captivated me. Melancholy, sadness, desperation? It was as if she was comtemplating all the mistakes in her lfe that led her here, sitting in her lonely apartment, naked and exposed for all of us perverts to watch. And, framed correctly, the image composition was just beautiful, with the reflection of the window and that tattered paper back novel on the bed. I decided to drive the point of sadness home with a not so subtle bit of music.
If you look through my old stuff, which you should totally do, you will find that she became something of a guinea pig to me, I did a lot of experiments on her. This was my first use of music, though very crudely done. Later I did my first tracking shots of her, dancing around in her living room. The first of many tracking shots. On her I also did my first attempt to correct the colors of a video. Which failed spectacularly, in that video she looks almost as pink as the dildo she’s playing with.
Anyway, to me this was a magical moment that motivated the creation of a video. And the satisfaction with the result was some real motivation to get deeper into the whole video stuff.
But it doesn’t always need to be as artsy fartsy like that, sometimes you’re just lucky to stumble across some extraordinary sex moment. This stuff isn’t exactly my cup of tea, but when I saw it I thought it was just hilarious and just had to preserve it for posterity. And with that, after much philosophy and contemplation, we end today’s lesson on a lighter note.