And now some words about Leo in past and current.
He was in a very hard panic attack, that is why we were arguing. And me too, because of all of the unbearable stress from the bombing around us.
Leo and I, including myself, behaved in an aggressive manner unusual for us, and I am not ashamed to admit it. Cause we are human being and we make mistakes, especially when you think that you can die every minute.
he didn’t kick us out of the house. we ourselves decided to leave, firstly because there were sirens and we had to go to the bomb shelter and secondly - so as not to participate in this tension due to Leo’s condition further. Leo, in his turn decided no to go to the underground bomb shelter, but to stay home in order to calm himself in the apartment by being alone.
Yes, Leo was jealous and we did not succeed in harmonious interaction with Tony: me and him in a treesome . and no one has the right to accuse a person of his right to feelings and jealousy for any psychological reasons
Now Leo is helping me every day in Ukraine - we call each every day, he collected all my clothes and personal stuff from the apartment and took them to the storage to his relatives
Leo temporary moved Juicy Jay to a private house on the outskirts of the city to a woman, who also has ferrets and all the comfortable conditions for keeping those a____ls, so that Juicy J could be safe there during the war and not alone. There are 2 more ferrets there) he will have a lot of fun with them))
Leo did some mistakes, was sometimes aggressive in the war conditions - yes, he did a number of actions for which he is now very ashamed and he actually apologized a lot and corrects his mistakes - in deeds and not in just words and we are in good relations now. He helps me A LOT EVERY DAY NOW 
And we are in good relationships now. He is my very close person still, who supports me mentally and by actions in Ukraine where he stays.
He works with a free volonteer psychologist the same as me to get our brain fixed after all that psychological traumas.
So, please I respect everyone here on forum and never said anything offensive to you here and at this time all I ask for - a respect for me and Leo in return. For our feelings and actions in this scary times
With big love and respect, Bella
GOOD TO HEAR!
