Today is a special day. It’s the first day since I joined (december 2021) that I am not a subscriber anymore. I’m in rehab so to speak. So far I’m doing ok thank you.
I came to realise the only thing that kept me here was this forum, not the cams. The recent developements (participants leaving, the war, everything) have put me off. Sure, it was the naked women and the sex that got me here, but soon that got boring.
After that it was some participants that I got interested in. Especially those who were able and willing to interact, respond to my messages. I loved that. But now they have all gone and I don’t have the energy getting to know all the new people of whom the majority seem to do nothing but webcamming.
I don’t want to be one of those guys who say that back in the old days things were much better. I’m sure they weren’t. It’s me.
I guess I will stay around on the forum for a while, don’t worry. I want to see what will happen with this project. Will the war have much effect on VHTV? There will be a new realm soon in Spain, that might cause me to relapse…
And then there’s this Cafe, one of my efforts to keep things going for you but mainly for myself. It is fun to talk to people here, know where they come from and what keeps them ticking.
I has been some ride since december last year. There was a new born baby, somebody got cpr and lived, somebody died. There was a suicide attempt, a r__e, d__gs, lots of fights. Breakups and new relationships. I got to know some of you very well. I learned a lot. And all this in only a few months. It’s amazing.
But it’s time for me to move on. So I will be here on this very forum, but I will not be participating in discussions about all the naked people. We can always have a _____ here in the Cafe.
Hide that bra.
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