Awww. You seem like a nice person to me, pretty boy.
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your health first 
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you make good points, but all i said how can you care for someone if you dont know them, both girls in this place are very lovely they will bring a lot to this site ,they are not fake
I understand your feelings. But it’s still a job) and as in any job, even a favorite, sometimes there are days when you don’t like it
Thanks for the support) I’m glad I have you guys.
You don’t know something about my life, so it seems to you that I don’t take care of myself enough, but the thing is that I’m a girl and my emotions are very strong, besides, I have iolar disorder and because of this my emotions are even stronger than an ordinary girl… That’s why I can feel so bad sometimes. But it’s not as bad as it seems, because in this way I get rid of excess inside myself. Yes, I really felt very bad and sad today, but it should be so that I would feel really fun and good later) I am pleased that you take care of me) and not only you specifically, but also all the members who watch me. It gives me a lot of emotional support. In general, I took up porn because I have a goal in life: to become the same level of celebrity as Riana, for example) and I am ready to go through difficult times in order to achieve my dreams. But what I’m not ready for is a comfortable life with a comfortable job just for the sake of living like everyone else… In comfort… But never live your own real life. I have been pumping my brain for a long time before porn: I worked as a sound engineer, I received a good education in life (college and higher education and both with red diplomas with honors), I mastered the tea craft, and I had all the opportunities to live a life in prosperity and comfort, doing intellectual interesting and not so stressful work, but I chose another path. I decided to put aside all doubts, not to care about people’s opinions (in Russia, porn is considered a very shameful and not worthy thing) and take a step forward towards real life. And for all the riches of the world I will not come back! Since I live now, it allows me to feel that I am not wasting my life by living it simply because I was born into this world, but REALLY live)))
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Foxy you are an inspiration. A great education, engineering, the tea craft, the violin and yes all the time with a bipolar disorder. You deserve to acheive your ambitions in life ,. Jut remember your health. Every best wish xxx
as long as your happy foxy thats what matters
This cheesecake was made by my Luna especially for me. She knew that I had a very difficult shoot. She wanted to support me and please me. I love my sweet fragile girl)
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Everyone here is going to want to known exactly which shoot you are referring to. Want to go ahead and just say which one it was? Do you just get paid for the shoot itself or do you get any residuals from views of the video?
Really?) Am I a source of inspiration for you?) No one has ever told me this before)))) very nice, thank you) yes, I will try to take care of my health.everyone around me tells me about it, and my psychiatrist thinks so too. But sometimes my emotions are stronger than me and I can’t help myself. Sometimes I feel so bad and sad that I don’t stay alone for a second, otherwise I’ll just fall off the roof. The worst thing is that there is no adequate reason for this, it’s just a manifestation of the depressive phase of bipolar
Yes, you are right)
I won’t say what kind of video it was, because I don’t want to look unprofessional for my fans and for myself. I don’t want to answer the second question because it may threaten the safety of my colleague’s life. And I can’t answer the third question, because this information is confidential) my studio has signed a contract with me and I have to follow it. Please forgive me for not being able to satisfy your curiosity, I usually try to answer questions, but this time I really can’t give an answer to any of the questions. Please forgive me) ask me better about something else)))
Well, knowing that you had no fun at all during this shoot we should have no wish to watch it.
i have bipolar and have for many years but i am no were near as strong as you seem to be stay strong and live the life you want
Шалом, Шаббат, Как прошла кошерная суббота?
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Well… Some people just like to watch when a girl is in pain) so it’s a matter of everyone’s taste) but I don’t want to answer the question of what exactly it was shooting, because I consider myself a professional in my field, and disclosing such information is not a professional act
Все время отдыхала и страдала после вчерашнего… Это был пиздец… В общем все таки кошерно)
Thank you) and what does it mean it’s been many years? My doctor said that bipolar is not treated, that it is forever
Если ты вдруг смотрела сериал роковой патруль, то биполярное выглядит там так
А то ты как то грустно об этом говоришь 