I am not a porn actress to start a scene that should long for some definite time and I don’t have to fake any kind of feelings during my intimacy with my man.
I don’t like cumming a lot during the day, cause I feel very s___py after that So, when we have some fun in bed with Leo I don’t consider it as everytime “standard” program. 10-15 min sex and orgasm with a loud scream. I don’t like to scream a lot, by the way)) I have different moods during the day - sometimes it can be a 1-2 min tease, if Leo saw me in sexy laundry but we don’t feel like having sex for long or are not in a mood or have different plans) It can also be a long and hard sex, it can be quick and that is NORMAL to me and my man. Sometimes, I don’t want to cum even if Leo did, cause I already enjoy every minute of the process of sex and if there is or there is not an orgasm - it doesn’t change the fact that I had a good sex) Sometimes I want to have sex and not to cum to stay more active till evening)
That is my personal way of enjoying my body, I I listen to my feelings and do everything just for my pleasure and entering this project will not change it, as I am not going to fake anything)
Sometimes Leo cums faster, sometimes he lasts longer. It depends on the passion and the current mood and some actions. And any kind of sexual interaction during the day is good in it’s own way that we feel like we want to experience it at the moment)
I understand, that an influence of the porn industry distorts the idea of normal human relationships, that is why I am explaining it once here.
With big love and respect, Bella
P.S: my first education is a psychologist, so don’t worry, anything you ever write here don’t hurt me or Leo. Cause I understand why everyone of you reacts to things one way or another: kind or toxic and so on. And along with the fact that you see 100% of my life here, the doors of my soul are very thick and tall, and my personal boundaries are very clear and unshakable)
And one more thing: to all people who ever wrote negative comments here in the past or will do it in the future.
I understand you, and your need to express emotions in order to reduce the level of stress and problems from your past or current time in life that we all face as human beings with soul. I’m not ever angry, I understand everything
And I accept all of you and your feelings in a form of messages here as they are without evaluation and aggression in return.
If sharing any kind of your personal pain through the comments here can make you feel better, I am very happy to give you this opportunity and I send to all the “haters” all my love and support, even if you take it in a little toxic way. Still, I am happy that you can feel better in your pain here)
I love you and accept you as you are, both good and bad in relation to me - as a m____r unconditionally loves and accepts her c___d
Thanks for being so open and frank Bella. Deeply appreciated. As I said to all “there is way more in this woman that the outsides” and I was right. My hat off. You two are truly amazing and very likable. I hope Leo measures fully the luck he has to be loved by such a remarkable person as you.
PS: I would never have cleaned all of the apartment at 5AM after festivities! Some courage! With this you also show a lot of respect with the one given to you. You like cleanliness and order after the storm
Thanks Bella for the explanation, it made me more comfortable with your situation, I had the impression it was not always fine for you , but if it ist, everything is alright.
Have a good new year and stay healthy.
@Bella_Leo you don’t have to explain yourself to us but it is lovely of you to tell us about your life and what you feel as the story behind the pictures we watch makes the experience even more enjoyable. It also makes the personal interactions we observe ( sexual and non sexual ) more interesting especially as though we can hear you, few of us can understand what is being said!
In our apology, also take into account the language problem, that makes us often give our opinion based on what we see as our sole reference. Happy new year guys.
@Bella_Leo Oh and can I also just say how good it is to be able to watch you replying to us looking beautifully resplendent in your red socks lying on your bed. What a wonderful sight for the first day of 2022 - off to a great start!
@Bella_Leo I was very happy that you got to bonding time with Leo family and your m____r yesterday. Means a lot. Plus, I like how she helped out with all the decorations.
We took a course of personal and family sex therapy with Leo, every one of us had some problems from the past relationships or c___dhood: regarding our expression of sexuality, complexes and libido) And the form of our interaction, that you see now is 90% sincere and pleasant to both of us)
P.S. not 100%, cause nothing is perfect and absolute
So, when we have some fun in bed with Leo I don’t consider it as everytime “standard” program. 10-15 min sex and orgasm with a loud scream. I don’t like to scream a lot, by the way)) I have different moods during the day - sometimes it can be a 1-2 min tease, if Leo saw me in sexy laundry but we don’t feel like having sex for long or are not in a mood or have different plans) It can also be a long and hard sex, it can be quick and that is NORMAL to me and my man. Sometimes, I don’t want to cum even if Leo did, cause I already enjoy every minute of the process of sex and if there is or there is not an orgasm - it doesn’t change the fact that I had a good sex) Sometimes I want to have sex and not to cum to stay more active till evening)
